My Life with Summer: My Second Cuckold Relationship Pt. 5

Our first two months or so together were really rough. To be honest, I don?t know how we got through it. We really struggled to set boundaries and to figure out what we wanted or expected from each other. Actually, that?s not entirely true. I knew exactly what I wanted from Summer, but she was having a really hard time wrapping her head around everything. Summer wasn?t comfortable having to constantly asserting herself, but she was afraid that if our relationship didn?t feel different from the beginning that it would slide into the normal kind of relationship that she was trying to avoid.We broke up at least two*or three*times during those early months. Summer would get overwhelmed, confused or frustrated and just call the whole thing off. She wanted to do her own thing, but didn?t want to hurt me and didn?t want to have to lie. No matter how many times I told her that it was ok, she had a hard time believing it. Fortunately, underneath it all, we both knew that there was something special between us, and that?s what kept bringing us back together.Things had been really rocky for a while and as much as I tried to stay hopeful, I had a sinking feeling that it just wasn?t ever going to work out between us. As we struggled with trying to figure out if we were together or not, what it meant if we were and could we be friends if we weren?t, I was still working full time and living out in the suburbs. It seemed like we never saw each other and when we did things devolved into a giant discussion about what was happening between us. During that time, I obviously wasn?t seeing anyone else and I didn?t think that Summer was either. I asked her a few times and I think she misinterpreted as me being possessive which made her doubt that we could have the type of relationship that she wanted. Anyway, all of this is to say that things were very complicated and touch and go in the beginning. And then suddenly, they came together.I?ve mentioned that Summer was being financially looked after by an older man named Matthew. Years ago, when she was working as a stripper Matthew convinced her to stop ? offering to pay for her bills if she agreed to quit stripping and go to school. She?d been to university and gotten a BA in psychology and Matthew was true to his word and supported her the whole time. Even though she?d graduated a year ago and still wasn?t working ? I don?t think that she ever even looked for a job - Matthew continued to pay all of her bills, no questions asked.Tragically, maybe in more ways than one, what finally brought Summer and I together was Matthew?s passing. He had been going along, healthy and active and almanbahis şikayet then without much warning he?d gotten sick and was gone just a few days later. Summer was devastated, Matthew had done so much for her, in some ways more than her parents had. She had a really had time coming to terms with losing Matthew and she leaned on me a lot to get her through that time.During that time, I?d been spending more and more time at Summer?s place. She?d insist that I stay overnight after night, confessing that she was afraid to be alone. Even though she didn?t see Matthew that often, she knew that he was always there for her and now he wasn?t. She told me that she saw me as someone who she could rely on, still remembering the night that we met and how I went out of my way to get her home safely. All of the problems that we?d been having stopped mattering to her. She wanted stability and saw that in me. I moved in with her a few weeks later.All of that said, we still had our understanding. Summer was free to do what she wanted and my role was to be there for her, and only her. All of the details that we argued over when trying to get together, which ironically what was keeping us apart, just fell into place when we stopped trying to define everything and just jumped in headfirst.Once we were living together and getting a feel for each other, things felt right between us. It hadn?t been since I was with Melissa that I felt this comfortable around any other woman. Summer knowing all of my past made me feel like I didn?t have to hide who I was. That gave me a sense of relief that I wasn?t used to.The strange thing was that for all of our efforts to define our relationship in the early stages, during that whole time Summer never once had sex with another guy. At least not that I knew of. Cuckolding was part of our daily life. As an idea, it existed as a dynamic between us and a point of reference for our relationship. We were constantly reminding ourselves that this is what we?d signed up for, but in those early days, it was all talk and tease. Summer would talk about other guys, comment on who she thought was hot, would wonder out loud what it would be like to fuck one guy or another ? but it was all just talk, she never acted on it. I was beginning to think that may she?d warmed up to the idea of a normal relationship with me, but needed to hang on to the idea of cuckolding as a defense mechanism of sorts.Our sex life was great, for me anyway. Summer was a beauty and she loved dressing up in the bedroom. Sex with her was always an ordeal. There were no ?quickies? with her. It was always dinner, wine, romance, almanbahis canlı casino candles, lingerie. It was amazing, but the downside of that was that it was infrequent. I had to go all out to get her in the mood, it always took a grand gesture. Waking up with morning wood and getting it on before work was never a thing with Summer.With all of the changes in Summer?s life, she decided to delay going to law school. She?d already been accepted, and Matthew had already generously paid (and left her some additional money in his will), but when September rolled around, she didn?t feel ready to take that on and delayed her acceptance. She also started taking her health a lot more seriously. She was already super fit, but so was Matthew and I think she was haunted by his sudden passing and totally committed herself to health and fitness. She put a lot more thought into what she ate and how much exercise she got. She even joined a gym.That was the routine that we?d settled into, and had probably been together for about six months or so before things began to change.One night, Summer had come home from the gym late. She?d called home early knowing that I was waiting for her, knowing that I had dinner ready. When she got home, I could tell that she was in a frisky mood and being really affectionate. She wasn?t normally cold, but being this overt and expressive was a little odd for her.?C?mon, let?s go in the bedroom,? she said.I didn?t have to be asked twice.Summer pushed me down on to our bed, got on her knees in front of me and began to undo my pants. The entire time that we?d been together, Summer had never been this spontaneous when it came to sex. I was loving it.?It?s been a while, hasn?t it?? she asked.?Too long!? I said a little enthusiastically.?Now doesn?t seem like a smart time to complain does it???No, of course? I didn?t mean it like that.??I didn?t think so,? Summer said with a smile before lowering her had down to my lap, taking my cock into her mouth. It was incredible. I knew that before me Summer had been with quite a few guys. That might have bothered other men, but I was more than ok with it? maybe because it fed that part of my brain that was drawn to being a cuckold, or maybe it was because she?d had a lot of experience and I was the one benefiting from it. No one that I?d been with before or since could suck a cock like Summer could. Some women made it seem like a chore. Summer loved having a dick in her mouth, and I was grateful every time it was mine.?Babe, slow down ? you?re going to make me cum.?Summer giggled, proud of her skills. ?You can?t cum yet,? she said between slurps, almanbahis casino "I want to tell you something.??Now???Mm-hmm,? she hummed her reply, the vibrations sent a new wave of pleasure through my cock.I didn?t really care about whatever it was that she wanted to talk about, at least not in that moment. I couldn?t think of anything other than the intense sucking that she was giving me.Realizing that I wasn?t going to prompt her, Summer began to speak.?Do you remember that guy Darren that I told you about???Yeah.? He was her trainer at the gym that she worked out at. She talked about him a lot. I could tell that she had a crush on him. He was older than us, well into his forties, and she told me that he looked like Denzel Washington.?I fucked him.? She stopped sucking when she said that, pausing to make eye contact with me and to gauge my reaction. I knew that she wasn?t joking.?You did???Mm-hmm.? That vibration again. ?The tension has been building up for weeks. I finally fucked him tonight.?Summer pulled her head away from my cock and looked up at me smiling. She was proud of what she?d done. She kept stroking my cock softly, enough to keep me hard but not enough to make me cum and went on with her story.?We?ve been flirting for weeks babe. I?ve wanted him so badly for so long. You should see his body.? Summer?s eyes rolled back as she thought about him. ?And his cock, oh my god. Huge.? She took her hand off my cock and held her hands at least ten*inches apart when she said ?huge? before returning her hand to stroke me some more. ?That?s my first big black cock since we?ve been together babe.? She brought her mouth back to dick and began to suck it in earnest, giving me a chance to process everything while taking the sting off of the news by blowing me as it sunk in.?You?re going to have to cum in my mouth babe, my pussy is still sore from taking that big? black? cock.?I exploded in her mouth right on cue, which made Summer laugh.?You?re so predictable,? she said, wiping my cum off of her chin.We stayed in our positions, me staring down at her and Summer looking up at me, in silence for a few moments. Each of us taking in everything that had happened.?It?s real now babe,? she said. ?We?re doing this.?Summer got cleaned up while I made her dinner. It was around seven*o?clock and she still hadn?t eaten. We talked some more over dinner, I sat and watched her eat as she told me more about her day.?What happened exactly???I told you really.??No, I mean like how did it happen???Well... I?ve had a crush on him since the first time I saw him. He?s gorgeous. His body is perfect. I mean perfect. He?s like forty-five*or something but looks like a twenty-five-year-old Olympian. And you know how tight workout shorts are right? He couldn?t hide his cock from my eyes. I?ve been staring at that thing for weeks, lusting after it. It felt so good to finally get it.?